I need some good thoughts sent my way...
I need you guys to be with me in spirit today...I'm about to do the riskiest thing I've ever done (and I've had sex on a second floor window ledge, so that's saying something)...just wish me luck that I can handle the repercussions, whatever they might be.
But...
Even though...
which it totally could. But...
and I need to be free from the torture of what ifs...my brain will stay itchy until it's resolved and this seems less risky that opening up my skull to pour calamine lotion in there.
So no matter how this shakes out the fact that I'm even considering this is so much braver than I ever thought I could be...
So why I am doing something I'm likely to regret? Not sure I thought this through.
That's my way...doesn't mean I don't need some handholding in spirit, though...
And so you don't think I'm about to leave my job to join a circus as the chick who gets the knives tossed at her...I'm not. I'm answering a message...
Because that. and this...
and this...to an obnoxious degree
Because...
well...he was...not that I don't think you guys are right up there, though! And if this is a really bad idea? Well...
And if it blows up in my face I've got some love and self loathing at home in the freezer.
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